settling in

Ok. I've moved. I have a home, a job, great friends and family. I have almost all that I need, and it's time to just calm the frak down. I already lost what I'm calling my depressed weight, the weight that I had gained when I was in such a bad place. But I don't want to stay here, I want to keep going down. I need to keep going down. I want to see 250 before I turn 26. That's my new goal. I'm currently at 266. I have 40 days to lost 16 lbs. There is no reason why I can't do that other than my own hang ups, my own stalls. Today, I wanted to work out, but I didn't feel comfortable working out in the living room, my room is too small, and it was too dark to go for a walk. I needed a gym and so I started looking for one. I found one, but there is no where on the site that says how much a month. I don't know if I will really go, but I need a place to work out. Because it doesn't matter how well I eat, how much I keep myself on track, if I'm not working out, I will not be able to see the results I need to see.
I'm not gonna stress out about it. For the first time in my life, I have nothing I "need" to be working on, nothing I feel bad about not doing when I sit down to watch tv. No homework, no job hunting, no house hunting. For a little while I get to focus on the projects I want to do. So this is going to be my project, figuring out if I can work out on my own or if I need to join something, or if I need to find a buddy or what.
March into Fitness, you are half over, and yet not really begun. It's time to March into Fitness!!!