I've told myself that I just freaking quit about three times today. And I know it isn't true, I can't afford to quit, but I can't keep going this way either. I actually cried over my scale this morning, a definite low point. But what else can I do? I was actually fairly close to my points over the holiday and really good the two days I was home. My result? I was up 5 lbs. Weight Watchers was kind enough to let me know that my average weekly loss is officially 0. Three months of work and I have lost 0 total.
How can someone not be completely disheartened by such results?
I work out, I eat decent and healthy, I monitor my intake and my output. I don't know what else I might possibly do. And I know you can't expect immediate results, and I know that weight fluctuates, but I think at this point we can pretty much look at the graph and see that I have completely failed. There are no reasons, no excuses. For some reason, my body just doesn't want to give up the lbs and so I remain exactly the same.
I know this post is a little maudlin. But that's how I feel. Something has to give because I can't keep fighting this hard without any thing to show for it.
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